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Day 447th since we talked for the 1st time Your eyes beam suspicion How does one even remember such a thing, "I don't", I say, "I just never forgot". Memories, they are a tricky thing How I still remember the 1st text that l sent you, How I don't remember the last, On my part, I never thought there was going to be one, Last How could we. But farewells never fare well So maybe it's better this way, UnbeknownstIf I could say it though, my last words to you, I'd tell you, I hate you -Do you though? "No" "I am still trying"


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