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Why?

Why don't we just kill ourselves and call it a night? We don't have to talk about our problems. We don't have to pretend we're okay. We don't have to tell each other about how our day was. We don't have to love ourselves. We don't even have to hate ourselves. We don't have to lie awake on our sides, crying beside each other with our backs turned. We don't have to ask what's wrong. We don't have to look at our phones for hours for nothing. We don't have to have friends. We don't have to maintain friendships. We don't have to have fake friends. We don't have to wash our hands. We don't have to look in the mirrors. We don't have to comb our hair. We don't have to dress fancy. We don't have to sell ourselves up. We don't have to smile all the time. We don't have to cry. We don't have to have the energy to deal. We don't have to convince ourselves. We don't have to compel ourselves. W...